Funny How Things Turn Out

A funny little thing happened...not really funny to me

YARM13YOL made her friend Julia think that she had told me the truth about talking about me. Today, I read Julia's blog, she had apologized to me and said that she was sorry that YARM13YOL had talked about me. She also thanked me for the swim party I let YARM13YOL have.

Here's what some may think is funny, ironic, whatever...

YARM13YOL did not tell me about talking about me. She told me that what Julia was talking about on her blog, was when YARM13YOL was talking about her sister.

I was 21 years old when I gave up my life and dreams so that two precious little girls would have a safe and loving home. I'm now 34....oh never mind, its not worth it.

Monster Kaye let the girls have a "Back To School Party" on Saturday. My Internet at the house is so slow, I'll have to wait until this afternoon when I go in to work to post and email the pictures. I think all the kids had a great time.

How foolish do I feel now, knowing that YARM13YOL has told probably all of them what a horrible person I am. I saw her at the party walking around telling her friends that I had found out about the boyfriend, pointing at me, rolling her eyes, arms crossed on her chest...I wonder if she was telling them then how badly I treated her...for the record...I said to her "I know he's your boyfriend, thats fine, I don't like that you lied to me about him." She said back to me "I had to lie, because you said I'm too young to have a boyfriend, so I lied, you make me lie."

No matter what I do, its never good enough. Story of my life, I've never been good enough for anyone.