Since May 2014

Since graduation, May 2014, life at Butler Manor has spiraled down hill as fast as a speeding bullet.  Mary Margaret left.  We wouldn't let her be gay, smoke, cuss me, call her sister retarded, cuss her sister, date full grown men with children (who can't even have visitation with said children), made her stop sending out nude photos to underage boys.  So she left.  It has been sad.  The lies she has told. Awful.  I know she's not gay.  She brags about her boyfriends, but while she has girlfriends she only says "talking to a wonderful girl."  We have to believe that we have done our best.  Hope that some of what we tried to instill in her will surface before she gets hurt.  I do miss our beautiful YARM13YOL.  Haha.  She loved that name when blogging was the "fad".  Our funny, try anything once, dimple faced little girl.  We HAVE to TRUST God and know that he is with her, even if she doesn't believe.

Now its 3 weeks before Taylor graduates.  I do have to admit, that our life is much more simple.  No wondering if MM is going to blow up, no waiting on her to get off work and wonder will she come home, Taylor doesn't get picked on at school as much for her sister being gay.  Taylor sits in the living room and talks to me.  She talks more everyday.  I know she misses MM.  MM tricked her in February, called and said she wanted to come home.  She used Taylor to let her in the house and ram shack the house and steal.  It devastated Taylor beyond words.

Taylor is slowing becoming a mature young woman.  My tbug. Love.