Still Restless

Im not as restless. It's getting better. Someone told me I was being ridiculous (that was lover girl). It's not like she's getting married or anything. They are just hanging out and talking. I freaked when she read me a txt message she sent him....she said "you are my air"

erkkkk....record stopping rewinding...

Now just wait one dang minute there missy. You are borrowing my air and I didn't say you could loan it out. Suck it back in right now!!! Take that back. You've never said that I was your air and I FEED you ALOT, wash your clothes, dry your hair so you'll look PERFECT for WHATSHISFACE.

She looked like a deer in headlights. I don't think she knew what to say.

So I chilled. I made ME a mixed CD of weepy songs and turned all the lights out in the WHOLE house and laid in the living room floor, turned on the surround sound and listened to Bon Jovi convince me to "Never Say Goodbye" and a little KISS, Hinder, Bryan Adams, all old friends of mine.

Didn't help.

I can see loneliness creeping around the coroner. When they both start dating, it will be just me and my surround sound. I think I'll start building a basement this afternoon to lock them in. That will probably get me in trouble and then I 'll have a concrete cell and a roommate. Hmm I need a new plan.

Both girls kept coming to the living room asking if I was okay.

I think Taylor is scared I'll never let her date.

She's probably right.