Still Restless

Im not as restless. It's getting better. Someone told me I was being ridiculous (that was lover girl). It's not like she's getting married or anything. They are just hanging out and talking. I freaked when she read me a txt message she sent him....she said "you are my air"

erkkkk....record stopping rewinding...

Now just wait one dang minute there missy. You are borrowing my air and I didn't say you could loan it out. Suck it back in right now!!! Take that back. You've never said that I was your air and I FEED you ALOT, wash your clothes, dry your hair so you'll look PERFECT for WHATSHISFACE.

She looked like a deer in headlights. I don't think she knew what to say.

So I chilled. I made ME a mixed CD of weepy songs and turned all the lights out in the WHOLE house and laid in the living room floor, turned on the surround sound and listened to Bon Jovi convince me to "Never Say Goodbye" and a little KISS, Hinder, Bryan Adams, all old friends of mine.

Didn't help.

I can see loneliness creeping around the coroner. When they both start dating, it will be just me and my surround sound. I think I'll start building a basement this afternoon to lock them in. That will probably get me in trouble and then I 'll have a concrete cell and a roommate. Hmm I need a new plan.

Both girls kept coming to the living room asking if I was okay.

I think Taylor is scared I'll never let her date.

She's probably right.

Restless

Has it really been that long since I posted?

I am feeling restless. I don't know how to explain it. Worried? Impending doom is coming? I wish I could shake it. I think I know what part of the problem is, it's the other "unknown" problem that is driving me batty and there was a little "real momma" drama this weekend for the girls, which is a touchy subject for both of them.

It's hunting season around my neck of the woods. Sitting out on the deck early Sunday morning, listening to the leaves rustle, expecting Freckles or Pepper to show up, but instead, I get a man decked out in hunter's orange standing there staring at me....kind of creepy I tell ya.

I think he was lost.

Taylor's basketball season has started up. I can't believe that I am admitting this...but I miss basketball! I'll have some pictures up soon of Lady Jacket #34! She is one serious ball player.

Mary Margaret is in love. She's better when she's in love. She's not so moody in love. She talks WAY more when she's in love. My sister-in-law says its like having FACEBOOK LIVE all the time. He's a cute kid and has nice manners. It's scary for me. I want to throw a hissy fit and be all selfish and say she's not allowed to grow up. It's supposed to be just me, MM and Taylor for our whole lives. That's not fair is it? I'm not ready to be a lonely old lady at the ripe old age of 21.


What?

I am too 21.